Everyone has
different life,
different background,
different experience,
and
different lifestyle.


the things
that are important to you
might not
important for me..


do not
tell me that
i should like this,
i should like that..


the dreams
never come truth
and
too great
are not suitable
to me
because
i failed before

and
i don't want
and
dare not to fail again..


you might say i am timid,
but..
did you ever fail like me
and
feel what i feel?


if not...
how do you know
why
i choose my life this way?


changes..
i also want a change
but
change cannot happened within a second..
especially
when there was a change
happened to me
after i made a difficult decision long time ago..


it is great
but difficult
for me
to change again..

because
i am
not
a chameleon..